Feb 19 Expectant

We’re about to transition from expecting to parenting. Knowing this drastic life change is approaching has made me so reminiscent and yet so expectant. I’m hesitant to let go of what has become my comforting familiarity- the security of the constants in my life. At the same time, I’m ready for more, for a new journey, for a new role, for an expanded family. It’s almost like I’ve taken this deep breath in over the last 8 months and I’m holding it now, in a long pause, waiting to exhale as the changes begin.

In the pause I find myself wondering how I’ll look back on my almost 9 years of marriage before parenting began. Those quiet mornings, the laid back nights spent snuggling on the floor watching a movie, the spontaneous decisions to go camping or hit the road (or air) to places like Memphis- to soak up some local culture. My mind has flipped through so many of our memories in scrapbook fashion, turning the pages of events past that are decorated so beautifully in my mind. A contributing factor to my reminiscing is no doubt the countless times I’ve heard “enjoy it now, it’s all going to change” or “your life will never be the same.” I’m confident that the well-oiled parents that have shared these words of wisdom with me speak from experience and truth, but I have to look through the “Oh No!” sounding sentiments to the meaning behind it all… expanding our family means adding to it, not taking anything away.

What the expansion holds is yet to be determined or experienced. It is our present journey and the path we’re on only becomes clear with each passing step. That’s where you come in- you’re invited to share the journey with us, read our thoughts, share yours with us, and of course keep passing on words of wisdom. With this passing day and one forward step taken in the journey… welcome aboard!

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Alece Clock February 19, 2006 at 1:38 PM
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Amers, I am so glad to see you’re blogging now! I love it and can’t wait to see more. You look beautiful, by the way – I’m so glad you posted that picture! Love you, friend!

Tracy Clock February 19, 2006 at 1:38 PM
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Never seen a “blog” sight before. Kind of neat! I’m sending books with mom this weekend.

Heidi Clock February 19, 2006 at 1:38 PM
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Hi Amy,
I love it! You are so techno :) When are you writing your novel? You really have a gift for the written word. I loved reading “expectant.” Can’t wait to read more postings. Love you sweetie.

Exist~Dissolve Clock February 19, 2006 at 1:38 PM
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The Rieps on the Web–sweet! I look forward to more!!!

Mom Riep Clock February 19, 2006 at 1:38 PM
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Amy, What a neat thing. This will help us to keep in touch with all of you and watch our little grandson as he grows.
God Bless,
Love, Mom Riep

Lucas & Family Clock February 19, 2006 at 1:38 PM
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Well, a refreshing read from a top-class family. We are sxcited to welcome the new one with you soon. love you guys!

Exist~Dissolve Clock February 19, 2006 at 1:38 PM
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I absolutely love the new color scheme. I look forward to updates, blogish and actual.

Lucas and Family Clock February 19, 2006 at 1:38 PM
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The new look is great improvement keep up the good work.

danielle Clock February 19, 2006 at 1:38 PM
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Amy,
Hey! Its Yeller from so long ago. Congratulations on the baby. We just had our first six months ago so I can relate to your “expectant ponderings”. You can read mine on http://deehodgson.blogspot.com/ Good to see you (sort of)

Sacul Clock February 19, 2006 at 1:38 PM
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How things change as the years pass.

Jeffrey and Suzanne Clock February 19, 2006 at 1:38 PM
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Great blog! We are looking forward to becoming a first time aunt and uncle. It won’t be long now.

danielle Clock February 19, 2006 at 1:38 PM
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Maymes,
Did you turn off the comment for the last post? Let me just say I can TOTALLY relate to your “a – b-ing” dilema. To quote you, “I can make plans but I have to be willing and able to abandon them at any point” For me I feel like that is at MOST points :) . But it is so fun. Which magazine do you like the best? Let me know how it all goes for you and if you find any tips! Love, Yeller
PS – like the Dharma / Greg comment

Alece Clock February 19, 2006 at 1:38 PM
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I also couldn’t comment on the new post…

I totally understand what you’re feeling (I expect I’ll feel very much the same!), but Amy, I know this much is true – you and Dave are going to be incredible parents!

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